Happiness consumes the soul.

Do you ever have a moment in your life where you are so happy nothing could ruin it?  No person, grade, or incident could possibly bring you down?  You are in a state of euphoria and no one can touch you?  Well I am pleased to say that this is currently where I am in my life right now.  So many things have happened to me in the past few months that I truly thought it would be a long time before I was happy.  But slowly I was able to get my life together, all on my own.  Some days I struggled, but knowing that one day everything would be good made me want to never give up.  My life is nowhere near perfect, but perfect is not what I was aiming for.  I wanted happiness, clarity, and above all, to feel free.  I can successfully say I have achieved that.  I believe that this past weekend was what allowed me to realize this.  I saw friends, made friends, and had a great time.  I did not care about anything except me.  I made some agreements this weekend that I hope happen.  I made friends that I hope to hang out more with. But the best was that I made myself my first priority and that is what truly matters.  So if you feel down now, let me be the first to tell you that it will get better.  It will happen when you least expect it.  One day you will wake up and feel different.  You will be smiling for no reason.  It is in that moment right there that you are free.  Your life is amazing.  So give it time.  If you ever feel like you cannot handle it just remember that it will be better.  Focus on that like I did and before you know it you will be happier then you could have ever dreamed.

Also another reason I am so happy is because I acquired a free case of Capri Sun.  Which by the way is literally the best thing ever.  Well next to potatoes, chocolate, men, and shoes that is.