Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Change is coming

2014 has been quite the year for me and, yes, I know, it's only the beginning of February.  This year did not start off quite the way I wanted it to.  I rang in the new year upset.  Even though I was surrounded by others I still felt alone.  Within a week I was sick and a trip I had been looking forward to was cancelled (but not because I was sick). Mother Nature I hate you.  I came back to my apartment after a month of being away only to realize that my hot water (which only lasted a maximum of four minutes) was now only lasting a maximum of one and a half minutes.  At least I was looking forward to my college classes.  I mean I was finally taking the classes I wanted and not the classes I needed.  Finally things were turning around.  FALSE.  Within two weeks I had decided to break up with my boyfriend.  I was with him for eight months.  It felt weird being alone.  I missed him.  Earlier today I quit my job.  I mean so many different things have happened to me.  This is a complete 180 from last year.  But I have hope for the future.  I applied for an internship and I am declaring my major within the next month.  So I mean things are going to start looking up.  I just need to keep a positive outlook on life.  There's a saying that goes "Be strong, because things will get better.  It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever."  I truly love that and I wholeheartedly believe that. 





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